I'm so terribly sorry your T didn't help you with the attachment and obsession. I know how hard it is to stop. From personal experience, as you know!! It's addictive and sometimes I still Google her and her family, just to feel connected. Facebook hurts too much so I don't go there any more. Time will help, and blocking her account was a good move. Try to find alternatives that make you feel good. I wish you had gotten closure. I think it would help to discuss it with another T who can help you with the issues that led you to obsess. I feel for you. Hugs.