Sorry you feel that way. Sucks to be angry. I get it. I don't have a clue exactly what you have been through or are dealing with but I'm sure it's tough. Hope you start feeling better. Message me if you need to talk or anything. I have no clue if this is you or not but I have had pretty much every type of episode you can imagine and all of them are fueled by irritability and rage...the worst part is having no hope. What I said...my advice...it's obviously not for everybody. Sorry it didn't help you. Wish I had something meaningful to say for you...sorry.