Normal for me is people in general, ex-friends, family, all hating me.
Normal for me is agoraphobia, BPI, insecurity, constantly wondering if I have done something wrong.
Normal for me living in fear that my disability pension will be cut off or reduced.
Normal for me is living in fear I will be arrested for something I never did or being arrested for something I did do that I don't remember.
Normal for me is living in an altered state due to meds, psychosis or mental anguish.
Normal for me is something in my life or myself always being ****ed up.
Normal for some people is being content, loved, enough money and not having any of the things I mentioned above.
About a year ago I had a moment of feeling really normal and it made me panic, so I quickly took some meds to get rid of the strange, new feeling.
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