Ive been making sexual remarks to attractive women for a long time. Usually flicking my tongue at them or asking them if, " I could lick thier vagina." The exact words are really extreme. Sometimes I drive my car around looking for women to do this to. I only do this to get aroused and to tell the women she is a piece of, "eye candy." Never do I want to hurt anyones feelings or degrade them. I never did this to anyone I know until the other day, my girlfriends friend. I wanted to ask her my question for almost two years, thinking of how aroused I would get if she thought it was nice or just kept quiete about it. I never did because I was scarred and know it's wrong. But then I slipped. She got very upset, cried and told everyone.She hates me and so does my girlfriend. I tried to appologize but she never wants to talk to me or even see me again. I almost lost my job. I'm so embarrassed and ashamed of myself. Now I reallize I have a serious mental problem and I want to stop doing this sort of thing.

Other things about me is that I'm addicted to internet porn, I masturbate twice a day to attractive women since childhood and I prefer it over intercorse with my girlfriend who is not very attractive, I never had a girlfriend until I was 31, I never engaged in oral sex, and I always fantasize about attractive women.

Can anyone help me ?

(edited by rayna to add trigger icon)