I was a weird kid, bullied in middle school until I beat the bully with a stack in a black out rage and put him in the hospital. I was expelled from that school, and went to live with my dad in another school district. It was there that I found drugs, I %%$^ing loved them.. Anything that came my way I tried.

I don't know if the childhood gave me bipolar, or if I was born that way. It runs rampant on both sides of my family.