My wife is the one woman that I always thought I would be with. We were in high school together and she has always been there to support me through everything. She is an inspiration to me and my best friend. It is hard sometimes to realize that she needs her space during our seperation because she means that much to me. I know she wants me but she is scared that I have not changed (anger and depression) but since I started taking my meds I feel a lot better. My feelings don't get hurt that much anymore, I do not have crying spells and I have not had an angry outburst in a long time. I feel that there is a clarity to my thinking now. I am able to communicate with people (used to be an introvert and now I won't shut the hell up). I just wish I knew how to show my "Angel" that things have changed. I am not throwing a pity party I just need to express the way I feel right now. This is always the best way for me to do that. May God bless you all.