Thanks a lot Perna, Sunrise, BB & Jacq10, your suggestions are very helpful!
Sun, sharing dreams is the dream idea^^ She doesn't often come in my dreams unfortunately but last time we were just walking together in town & we laughed & the most striking part of it of course was the great feeling i had of being just sooo happy & feeling sooo good....but I didnt tell her this one as it would be too explicit : we were only walking in the streets but it felt like the most uplifting & fantastic walk i've ever had...
but i think I'll try anyway to tell her through a dream..
I just got an idea : i'm gonna mix sunrise & BB ideas : I will write about the dream in an email, it'll be easier i think.... at the same time I'm feeling so anxious that she finds out -if she doesn't know already....it really feels like she's gonna think "OMG you've got FEELINGS for me??!!!!!" & have the shock of her life... maybe some T don't know at all that some clients can have such feelings, what if she was one of them?? the only T that doesn't know about transference..maybe it's her, & I'll have to explain to her all about it... No, that can't be possible...

Jacq10,
"there probably is a good connection between the two of you" --->definitely & it feels so good

"and those things work both ways my friend" ---> thank u so much, these words were really soothing....this is what I 'd love...her to feel the same as I do or, not as much but I hope she does feel good too when we're together...

Thanks all of you, it's good to feel understood especially when I can hardly understand myself..