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Old Oct 03, 2016, 02:57 PM
MariaLucy MariaLucy is offline
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I can thoroughly understand your need to google. She has disempowered you and you feel that she has shut you out and trampled on you, with her lies about why she 'cannot' see you. So I can understand the anger and the attempt to get back some control by seeing what she is doing and knowing what is going on in her life. If she does not have privacy settings then it is her fault she is so easy to track and trace. I have felt this way about my own T who terminated with me so abruptly and awfully two weeks ago. I have googled him like crazy but there is nothing there to find out about him which is horribly frustrating. I have found out some things and feel better for that. I don't feel so powerless. I don't think it is obsessive for me. It is a hatred of feeling a victim. I do it when I get angry with what he has done to me. Please - I do not want judgements for what I have admitted. I am in a really bad place with the awful termination and just coping any which way I can without hurting myself or anyone else.
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