I am suffering pretty bad but the Zoloft is helping. Amazingly so. Today I met a woman by chance who was also a client of my T . I knew her from a couple of places and I knew she saw my T. She did not know he has stopped working! She said she was told he was off on indefinite leave!! My god! So I told her that he has stopped working there for ever. She went into shock, just like me two weeks ago. She has known him for two years and sees him regularly and she has cancer and is seriously unwell and probably not got long to live. she said he was the only person she felt she had in her life. She said he was like an uncle to her and she was really close to him and felt heard and understood by him. she could not believe that she will not see him again. she really could not believe it. It was horrible for me to be the bearer of bad tidings - and to see her go through the shock and disbelief that I am going through. Oh, this is such a terrible horrible mess.