Thanks.. Everything is so mixed up (feelings, and ideas, beliefs, thoughts about the past). Its hard to know why I do things. I do have a pervasive feeling that there is something bad about me rooted from the past. Its sure hard not to get mad at someone who you think is inherently bad.

With all that said, I am working on using my spirituality to find healing. I was listeining to something on tv about how God gives us righteousness through Christ and it helped me soooooooo much today.

Well.. im off. Have a good day everyone.

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