Hi.
Ever since I had depression I've been slowly turning into a jerk.
And I feel like I should do something before I turn into a jerk and be like other jerks I see in everyday life.

When I was younger, if anyone bumped me to get in the last spot in the train or basically anything, all I would do is to have a poker face for 10 second and simply wait for the next one and smile for the rest of the day, now? if anyone even does the slightest thing to me even if not on purpose, I get this feeling like I would hunt them in any way possible! I wasn't a kind of person who would feel like wanting revenge or anything, I actually had a hard time understanding why others feel this way. I've never done anything. on the outside I'm still the same person but I feel disgusted that I feel this way, And I'm easily irritated and I never care about anybody.