Hey lads,

I've been having these strange thoughts lately. These thoughts include:

- Hurting someone I love or hate (depending on what they have done to me)

- Making myself bleed (more like an urge, but also a heavy thought cloud, besides that I have cut pretty badly a few months ago and still have white scars on my arms)

- Stabbing someone and watch them bleed

I don't know why I have them..or since when, I am horrible at remembering things really..heh.

Hope ye lads can figure something out with this, because I have no clue why and what is going on really.