Now, they're seriously diagnosing me as bipolar?! Seriously? I've been your damn patient for two ****ing weeks and I'm all the sudden bipolar?!

(Just know that I mean no offense to anyone with bipolar disorder, I'm just pissed at my mental health care right now.)

How, in such a short time do these doctors know exactly what's wrong with me? How does that work? Back at the hospital, inside a week I was diagnosed with PTSD, depression, anxiety, panic disorder (and basically a ****ing list of different kinds of anxiety), chronic dissociation, intermittent explosive disorder, adult adhd, suicidal ideation and self-injury impulse. Now, after meeting me twice and never knowing me before, literally talking to me for a grand total of two and a half hours; I must be bipolar! I don't care how good of a doctor you think you are, no way you can figure that out after only doing two sessions with me. Wouldn't the ****ing hospital have caught it, seeing as how they were on a diagnoses & medication filling rampage?
To add insult to injury, I made it perfectly clear that I didn't want to be put on medication ever again after what I went through. Guess who's already drug pushing: My brand new know-it-in-two-sessions doctor!
I finally let myself get past my "paranoia" and see a professional and I feel like I'm already repeating what happened to me before. Why can't I just get a doctor who doesn't over diagnose and over medicate? Where the hell are those doctors?
I'm pissed but I'm sorry for the rant. I wish there was strictly a venting forum.

Sorry for posting so much lately, guys. I'm just not doing so good right now.