I feel like I'm going crazy. I've slept probably 3 hours a day for the last four days and not falling asleep until after the sun is up. This is making me very irritated and I lay there in bed just clenching my teeth because I'm so worked up. I've tried Benadryl, extra seroquel, old saphris I had laying around. Nothing is working! And last night I did have the tv on as usual when I sleep. My bf was next to me snoring and I had given up on sleep when I seen 4:00am on the clock. Then from the living room where my bfs phone was plugged in for the night, I heard ringing. So I woke him up thinking it was his alarm. He looked at me like I was crazy, the ringing stopped by now, and he just went back to sleep. This morning I woke him again and asked "what was going off on your phone so late last night?" He looks at me like I'm nuts and says "my phone is on silent babe." Right away I thought "uh oh". So then I finally fell asleep at 9am for a few hours. Then as I was watching tv I kept having to mute it because I swore I heard something in the condo hallway. Nothing. Then I realized I'm hearing the quietist background music in the show I was watching but it was driving me nuts! But it really was so quiet that no one would of been paying attention unless someone pointed it out. But to me it was loud!!

Now I'm BP2... I rarely get full on mania. As a matter of fact it's probably been 7 years since I can remember. I mostly get deep dark depression and hypo and mixed but mania is rare for me. So I'm not really thinking this is mania... but hopefully just signs I'm exhausted. Now I just want to sleep tonight and hopefully this will all stop with the sounds?