I feel really raw and hurt right now after a yet again terrible conversation with my dad. My relationship with my dad is painful. He is an alcoholic. And probably depressed, with diabetes. He has many psychological issues from what I can see, and he refuses to acknowledge it or get help. I live with him and my mom. I'm working on a way to move out. I am on disability, and am not making enough that way to move out right now. But I have been told my disability earnings would go up if I moved out. I am meeting with someone Monday, to discuss this.