So I started my first quarter of college in another state about 2 weeks ago. I am now withdrawn from the school as of yesterday. I had a mental breakdown. My symptoms are a hundred times worse. My hallucinations are back at full force. I'm paranoid as hell and can't stop shaking from anxiety and medication-induced tremors. I'm slowly losing touh with reality and constantly dissociating.

I flew home today and have an appt with my pdoc tomorrow at noon.
I am going to be admitting myself to a psychiatric hospital and I'm honestly freaking out but I would like to think it is the best thing for me.