Im really hating myself now for a bunch of things but right now its because I couldn't bring myself to talk to this girl who always stares at me I am seriously attracted to her. Is she waiting for me to talk to her? I have a crush. She would stare at me every time I drive away and back to my house or just when I'm outside. Today I saw her with some new guys who might be her boyfriend. I also noticed she didn't at me as much or at all today Yes I am the same person crying about my crush in a previous post. So many years has gone by so many missed opportunity. I am in my late 20s this is really sad. I cant change this part of me I know because I have tried numerous times to push myself to ask someone out or simply just say hi all has failed. Im really stuck all I can do is fantasize and look back with a smile. I know I am going to die soon yet I am just alone. Don't know who I can talk to, where to go or what to do. Depression, anxiety has taken its toll on me over the years. My last breathe is coming.

Why cant she just come up to me and ask? Please help :'(