I feel insecure, bullied, not stable in the slightest and sick of my bloody life..... there it's out.

I would like to get away, live on my own, not be told what to do or what to think and not have to put up with moods from a weak man..... yes I know only I can change that...... not so easy with kids though is it? I am sick of living with a martyr, sick of feeling old before my time and sick of hearing the way I am the bad one all the time.

I am doing my best.

wtf J xoxoxoxoxoxo