I can't take another night feeling like this. I know it's coming and I know I'm going to be alone because my fiance has to go to work. I can't take another night alone with these thoughts. I can't take this overwhelming despair anymore. I feel like I'm going to do something...
I just want to give up so bad. I'm so tired of hurting like this. I just need to stop hurting. I just need the pain to cease. I need to stop feeling scared for no reason, I need the flashbacks to stop, I just need peace.
I need help that will never come. It's getting more and more difficult for me to see any other way out.
I don't know what to do.