Just because you have never taken care of yourself it doesn't mean you can't!�� Hey you could live another twenty years or more. May I suggest you see a therapist and see how you can get out from under this. Motivation is key here. Sometimes you have to feel really bad before you get up t :  e energy to make a change and it sounds like you are there.
Hang your hat here!
__________________
True happiness comes not when we get rid of all our problems, but when we change our relationship to them, when we see our problems as a potential source of awakening, opportunities to practice patience and learn.~Richard Carlson
|