I feel sad for something really stupid. I feel sad because I feel like I spent too much money even though I didn't even buy what I wanted to. I was thinking of getting these perfect pillows from work but I didn't have my checks with me so I couldn't. Now I feel guilty because I thought of buying them. I only spent $10 in the past 2 days and I've made much more then that from working. I just feel guilty that I want to spend money. I bought groceries on Monday and something my dog needed and yesterday was just the $10 I feel bad. I have SAD and I think it started early or something. I work a lot but I don't do much else. I can't concentrate on anything else. I take my job seriously and do a good job it's just I'm hurting inside.