Worried I might go to hospital...
I just started my third year at uni, haven't been attending much because I feel all weird in the lectures like the lecturers are talking about me to the rest of the class but I can't tell what they are saying about me because it's all in metaphors I get so confused and scared I just leave

I also think my boyfriend is trying to kill me, so I've been thinking that I should kill myself before he gets the chance to do this. I have made plans.

I went to the doctors today and refused to take my meds because they make me put on weight and my boyfriend is nasty to me about it,

I'm already behind on uni work, haven't been eating, sleeping or looking after myself in any way. The doctor said she is very worried about me and I have to have a meeting with my psychiatrist.

Is there a possibility that my psychiatrist might make me go to hospital?