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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
Most of it centered around medical stuff. I spent a lot of time trying to hurt myself, specifically break a bone. I would jump out of my tree, do dangerous jumps on my rollerblades, I even
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I used to try to break bones too. Funny enough when I did break one I had too high of a pain tolerance to know and kept right on running on it, resulting in having major surgery 20 years later. I got the attention finally but didn't so much want it at 38.
I think I was trying to punish myself. I used to do all kinds of things to punish myself for being "bad" in ways I wasn't really.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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