Thread: I was a twisted kid. What were you like as a child? *triggers*
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Old Oct 05, 2016, 09:32 PM
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Most of it centered around medical stuff. I spent a lot of time trying to hurt myself, specifically break a bone. I would jump out of my tree, do dangerous jumps on my rollerblades, I even
I used to try to break bones too. Funny enough when I did break one I had too high of a pain tolerance to know and kept right on running on it, resulting in having major surgery 20 years later. I got the attention finally but didn't so much want it at 38.

I think I was trying to punish myself. I used to do all kinds of things to punish myself for being "bad" in ways I wasn't really.
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