The thing that is tricky, is that I "present" well. I have OCPD as well so I am a perfectionist. So when I am in an episode. I try really hard to hide it. I rarely get very drunk. I don't get kicked out of places. I don't act overly flashy or overly sexual. I rarely do harder drugs than weed.

I am also in therapy.

Are you in therapy? Doe usually "Look" very noticeable when in an episode