I don't have anyone, I have no close friends, no on to talk to. My dad has hit me in the face off and on before, but the mental abuse is worse. Someone called CPS a few years ago when I had to go to the psych ward. But they did nothing when they came out. I constantly get told I'm ugly, stupid, fat, and worthless. I don't even know who to talk to as I don't have anyone in rl. I've tried going to this church with my cousin before, as he wanted advice as he was abused badly by my aunt and uncle. The church leader of our group, always stood us up, and was not there for us when she said she would be. Any advice?