Ahhh!

I just saw my therapist this morning and she and my psychiatrist are worried about me. I've been doing some... "eating disorder behaviors" (not sure if I am allowed to mention them here) along with other things that have been going on and so my therapist went ahead and scheduled an appointment for me to see my psychiatrist again tomorrow ! I just went a little while ago and told him about "something" (the behavior), but he wasn't really paying attention. My therapist called him up and spoke to him at length about it and now he seems concerned. I'll bet he thinks I'm psycho! I'm afraid to go tomorrow because I'm not quite sure what he is going to do. Yell at me? Kick my butt? I really don't know what he *can* do at this point. My parents don't even know the full reason why I am going to see my psychiatrist tomorrow. Only my therapist knows. I'd really like to keep it that way, and hopefully it will just go away. GRRRRR! Let me know if I'm allowed to post about negative eating disordered behaviors please. I didn't post them on here because I have gotten bashed in the past for doing so on other boards. Thank you for listening to my rant!

Bjork