i suffer from depression, and have done since 2005,
i have tried to end it twice, but now im watched day and night by my wife and children, its like im being babysat.
back in 2005 it got so bad that i left my family , and was offered a shoulder to cry on too !! by a neighbour..... little did i know that this neighbour had another plan....
(she was going to play a game with my life.)
it wasnt long that i fell for this neighbour , and we started a relationship . i thought things were going smoothly , little did i know that she was stringing me along , and was trying to hurt my wife and my kids.
about 2 months into this relationship i had a text at work, saying things are going nowhere , it was a shock out of the blue..... i couldnt get my head around it ( i had lost my wife and kids and now this neighbour) i was in a complete mess.... i sat down in work and without thinking i took about 50 tablets that i had from a recent accident.
i felt the energy start to leave my body before i told people what i had done.
work called my brother who worked in another department , too go in the ambulance with me. where i refused to have any treatment, it wasnt untill i was that bad that my brother told the doctors to give me treatment .
i hated my brother for saving my life.
when i came to on the hospital ward , my wife was there with my brother. and has been there for me since......... i was given a second chance to have a normal life. but now im off work , depressed , got ptsd , suffer with panic attacks im also waiting for my wife to say , " your better now get the hell out of our lives"