It's too late for regrets so just enjoy. I'm sorry you feel you spent too much to have it done. I'm bad about impulse control and make bad financial decisions, too. Forgive yourself and move on.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha