Does anyone else find work triggering? (Or if you're on disability, *did* you find work triggering?)

My boss is a total asshole and says asshole things to me quite often. He says asshole things to other people too, so it's not just me. I think that's just his nature.

One thing he recently said to me was, "Your performance fluctuates. That's not okay." Since I'm rapid cycling, of course my performance constantly fluctuates! But the thing is, I'm still one of the top employees in my tier despite fluctuations in my performance. (i.e., he's b#tching about nothing.) So despite my high achievements, he said I get no bonus, raise, or promotion because of the fluctuation in performance.

That sort of stuff triggers me because it makes me so mad. The other things that triggers me are big, impending deadlines. Most people on my team don't have their sh#t together, so everything is done at the last minute and it's super stressful for me because I'm waiting on them to do their parts! Talk about getting the short end of the stick...

But no, I have not told him about my BP. I think he's sort of noticed something is going on, though.