To cope with anxiety and depression, I look forward to getting pain and muscle spasms from my lumbar fusion so I can take my percocet (oxycodone/acetaminophen) and/or Soma (carisoprodol). I loves me my percocet, but I fear I may become one of those people who becomes addicted to them. But y'know what? I
don't care at this point because my job and financial situation sucks so bad. I just want it all to go away for even just a few hours.

I try not to take them more than they are prescribed lest I run out and can't get a refill until the month passes. The DEA and FDA have cracked down; now you can only get a 30 days' supply.