I woke up this morning in an absolute funk. Conflicting emotions. Going from pissed off, to sceptisism, to paranoid( wtf thats all about, i have no clue)
and not trusting a whole lot of people at this point. Is that normal?
Im not in any position to really care right now. Id like to dig a hole, take a pillow&blanket and hide.
Ok, flipped emotion as i type...now i'm teary and sad
i talked to a friend this morning cause she asked how i was. I told her and the only reply i got was " i don't know what to say"....seriously? i just spent 10 minuted laying it all out on the line and that's all you have to say?
Thanks for the support my friend
I just need one person to talk to, hear me out. Sometimes it is not a healthy place to be when your by yourself, your emotions get the best of you, well in my case anyhow.
I'm not familiar with the vulnerable role with me. I'm usually on the other side, my being the supportive person, the safe place to fall.
Guess the tables have turned. Now i need the safe place to fall.

I really do not enjoy being in this funk. It's so!@#$ %$ not productive. I guess i'll just sit with it a little longer and try to be nice to myself.
Depression sucks
Anyone willing to lend some time, please let me know. i'd appreciate it greatly.
Thanks for reading my vent