I am out of hospital now. And no I don't really trust anyone I am trying so hard I want to try and take the medication but even when I look at the packet I start freaking out and it is like no don't take that it is poison and it will hurt you and even if you so much as touch it it will hurt you and I don't want to keep hurting the Angels and all the spirits cause it is my fault they are stuck here and there is one that is watching me and I just I can't keep my head in one place. Do you think my caseworker wants to hurt me? Cause I know she would want me to tell her but I am scared she shouldn't be trusted either.