I dropped my daughter off at school. Then went to my pdoc appt. I told him I was starting to get down....usually happens in the winter starting daylight savings time. By Halloween I'm no good. My poor 10 year old wants to get out for Halloween. Last year her dad had to take her. He will likely be out of state this year. Her big sis has to work. No other fam to depend on. My doc gave me a new med Zoloft. I made a thread about my concerns. Afterwards I had an appointment with my primary. I received my flu shot. Then she told me I gained 24 lbs that made my day! I do not know my weight thank God. I covered my eyes when I got on the scale...told the lady to write it down but do not tell me. I get so down when my weight goes up. I've started back sleeping a lot and not really wanting to leave the house. I hate to even walk my puppy. I'm still doing good on taking showers. The water feels good and the body wash really relaxes me. I've still been cooking too. I have to make myself keep cooking. The last two months that I cooked meals I had over $200 still left in my bank account at the end of the month which is not bad for someone on disability. Oh and I have a new car I bought manic lol. So buying groceries verses eating out almost everyday is really helping.