So my life is pretty much blowing up in my face right now. A lot to do with finances. My dad and I were fighting because I had $800 a few months ago and I blew it all. In like... a week [emoji79][emoji107]. My problem is going to the discount stores and blowing $100 in one visit. My bills aren't paid but I have 16 bars of soap! Wtf. I was drinking and under the influence this time too. Also when I get hypo I don't put down my phone. I will have it in my face all day and it will die multiple times. My bf pointed out that since I got out of IP, I haven't had my face in my phone. I'm realizing I was probably hypo back at this time and I messed up. I spent a crap load of money, drank, took substances etc. I never realize I'm in danger until it's to late. Anyone else do this??
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