Sometimes I wonder if im bipolar....most of the time when im sober I cannot even identify what emotion im feeling.....it all mixed together into a bowl of confusing thoughts, racing thoughts......and when im high or drunk...I can't even get rid of that feeling. Drugs don't make me forget, they heighten my awareness of my problems, and make me feel better.....
Sometimes I wonder if im going insane.....I feel like everything is unreal....yet real at the same time.....disassociated if you will......that's how I feel most of the time....