Hello Messi73722: I see this was your first post here on PC. I'm sorry you are only now receiving a reply.

Welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks!

I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

I have had problems with intrusive thoughts as well over the years. So I have some idea of what you've been dealing with.
PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become.

Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!