Oh wow, you know how FB brings back up photo memories from the past???? Well I had posted a picture of me on this horse tree just after moving here 9 years ago after leaving my bad marriage. I was still thin from the anorexia I had been dealing with for several years though I was finally eating better....ugh, I am not overweight by any means now. I'm at a healthy weight but in my own mind, I sure like how I looked then better than I do now. I was already at a point before seeing the photo of wanting to loose a lot of the over safe weight point I've gained.....that just makes it more real that even if I'm at a safe weight, that I want to loose again....I just have to make sure I do it RESPONSIBLY & STOP before it gets OUT OF CONTROL....that's the hard part for me.