I never thought this could happen. The future for me is in the hands of other peoples desicions. My to be ex wife won't submit a finanacial disclosure now after a year of seperation we have to go before the judge and he is going to do the marital settlement agreement by the way she has 2 bank acounts without my name on them. I have to apply for SSDI they decide that and after a year the doctors can't figure out whats wrong medicare choose my doctors all at once this happened things never work ou for me. I got a lot of my self-esteem from working and was a hard worker. I don't like not being in control eyesclosed