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i love him more than anyone can understand... he's my everything...
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This is so very normal at your age! Some call it "puppy love" but in your heart, you KNOW it's the real thing. Unfortunately, it doesn't always work out that way.
At your age, when you first fall, you KNOW you'll never love this way again, and in many ways, it's true. Love is never as intense and all consuming as it is in the teenage years. But...
Both you and he are changing, growing. Even adults don't stay the same; they can grow apart easily.
Love isn't just this crazy, happy, fuzzy feeling. It's a lifetime committment of making things work, for better or for worse. It's a lifetime committment to showing your significant other that he means the world to you. But...
On the flipside of that, you have YOU to think about, also. You can't lose who you are or who you want to be because he's "your everything." You need a life of your own, experiences of your own, a career of your own, especially in this day and age.
Go ahead and feel the feelings, Hon. Enjoy every minute of it! Just be careful that you don't ruin the rest of your life with it. He can't and won't be you're whole world. He needs to expand his own horizons, too.
One last word of advice; having a baby WILL NOT make everything right. It only complicates everything because again, it's a lifetime committment for TWO! You need to be ready to accept lifetime committments, one at a time.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.