Session...no idea what happened. I woke up in her second office ( just a sofa) only to leave at 230m...appt 11-1230...then thought went to eat lunch and do some errands, only to find I woke at 5 pm in her parking lot. From Monday til even as I write keep feeling so dissociative. Will start a job tomorrow, closing on a home in 3 weeks, moving, ..no idea if this is all too much. House I know is triggering...work was in the past, same type of job, and moving last year almost ended me in hospital. T was close to bringing me to hospital today. I feel myself drifting off even right now...why? I keep asking why to parts of my mind but there is no answer or sense of anything until I wake hours later and don't remember a thing. Feel i need or should say something to T...but there really is nothing...it feels like a nagging urge. She has assured us so many times things are good, and okay, but feel it's not enough...I tell parts the same. It's like parts do not want to hear it....what do you do?? Feel stuck and hopeless.