It's a never ending cycle
This bipolar thing
up
down
pass right through middle ground
"Let's look at your chart," he says.
"You look down, we need to push you up."
"Let's look at your chart," he says.
"You look up, we need to get you down a bit."
What do you think?
How do you feel about your treatment.
(Thought you would see it my way).
Well guess what. . .
A week later I don't.
This is all for the birds.
I am tired of all of this up/down crap.
Tired of all of this trial and error.
Tired of all of this compliance for nothing.
Might as well do my own thing.
Figure it out myself.
Save a few dollars (a few hundred. . . a few thousand).
How much did I spend on mental health last week?
Just to be on my way up this week?
How can this be?
Disconnected, distracted, frustrated, finished.
I am so over this bipolar thing.
You can have it back now.
No thank you!
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"I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a few times since then." ~Lewis Carroll
Bipolar I
PTSD
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