You are doing something a lot of us here aren't doing, and might even be a little jealous of; you're working! Kudos! You are allowed to whine whenever you want, and if you are too tired to come here, get some sleep instead! I'm sure that the people here want to have you healthy! Not posting does not make you a "bad member" (if it does, I know I'm a bad one) not posting makes you a BUSY member! keep coming back whenever you have the time