I think we are - for the very first time in life - in a position where doing this work will be possible. This year, while getting support from ex T via email, I have made a ton of progress with self-ownership, internal communication, acceptance of the memories that are coming up, and self-soothing. I am also incredibly driven to this work. It absolutely needs to be done and it needs to be done now.
The timing of this new twist is impeccable. A week ago it wouldn't have been okay, but the circumstances have changed dramatically in the course of week and I'm ready to go.