back in 2005, I did like a food fasting thing for a while (I guess I just wanted to die), I did end up shutting down and ending up in the hospital- not just that, but i was messed up for at least a year.. the thought of food just made me ill, even if it was just something little (some soup, or a single potato chip)

now i'm the other way around and eat like their is no tomorrow. I carry some guilt with it, but as I always like to say for anything, "it is what it is"