Splitimage, I don't find your post insulting at all.

Yes, I have problem with "normal" people. It feels so shallow.

But somebody in Ukraine told me, I should value that people live normal lifes, that we are all in this to ensure the normal undisturbed lives of those people. So I am trying to remember it each time I get annoyed.

I am trying to have a me time, but the problem is, I just don't find some things so enjoyable (not all, just some).

I've seen quite a few people burn out and crash and it was scary. I don't want to end up like that.