Hello shattered sanity.

I felt the same as you a few week`s ago (Rope around my neck etc) `BUT` for a split second my mind wandered and an image came to my head `MY BROTHER` this stopped me in my track`s. And I thought about the devastation that I would leave behind me! I cried and cried and then I phoned the Samaritan`s. This made me a bit better and rational! `DON`T` get me wrong "I still do feel at rock bottom" `BUT` not to the extent to end it all.....

`PLEASE PLEASE` Talk to your mum, brother or a close friend. As this is a good way of sharing your burden and realising that you are loved in every way possible!!

Take care friend............