Today has been really difficult. I worked the last two evenings sanding and refinishing a dresser and today I can barely move. I've managed to wash a load of clothes and change the trash bag, but not carry the bag out to the dumpster. My friends here think I'm lazy and it hurts so much. I know I'm not being lazy, but they just don't understand. I'm hanging on for all I'm worth. I'm not trying to avoid life. I'm trying to live it to the fullest that I can. I am so lonely and depressed today....
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I still dream and I still hope, therefore I can take what comes today.
Jan is in Lothlorien reading 'neath a mallorn tree.
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