I think that due to my life having been out of control at times, and doing allot of crazy things, some of which I am embarrased about to this day, this has undermined confidence in myself. All the facts tell me I can be quite capable, that is if I am functioning well. But I find myself second guessing what I think and feel. I can have doubts and insecurities much of the time. Others have taken advantage of this either knowingly or not being aware of their own behavior.

Has anyone had this problem? Do you think it may be due to a lifetime of BP? This problem has affected me in many ways.

Tucson