Hello everyone,

Not posted in here in a while, just wanted to talk about something OCD related that has occurred on the last couple of nights out I've had. I don't go out that often, maybe once every few months if that. I've never been much of a night owl.

Anyway me and a group of friends got a taxi up to our local city last Wednesday night and went to the local gay clubs for a drinks. Now before we went to the city I'd had a couple of glasses of wine, a cocktail and one mixer drink. I wasn't that drunk just merry. When we got to the clubs in our city I must have only had a couple of mixer drinks in each bar and this was over a six hour period so was in control of myself the whole time.

We got back very late/early whatever you want to call it. I had enjoyed myself. Went to bed and when I woke up I just felt guilty. Also, I've been having these thoughts of 'what If I did something wrong', what if I did something with a guy etc etc. However, I remember everything that happened, even when I was given another mixer by a friend I put it down as I'd had enough. Surely I would have remembered if I had done anything like that. My mind is tormenting me basically and this has happened on more that one occasion now.