My pdoc it is outside until Tuesday 18, and at ER they don't get the situation and just want to give me meds I have already tried and didn't work. I told them I would accept something new or different but they refused to do so, they want to give me something I have already tried and work, but there is not any med that did help me.

I am going to ask my psych nurse at the day hospital to drain some blood for me, if not, I am going to wait until January when I have to be done a blood test because of hormonal reasons.

Entities want to do good, they just don't know how, but they understand me, not as psychiatrist. Entities stayied with me all night even if telling me to lose blood, I don't care, at least someone talks to me and listen to me IRL.